Wolfpupfang, 30

to put it simple: im looking for my alpha well, i've always considered my spirit to be that of a canine species. I sometimes think im a 'shapeshifter' because i like the idea of being certain creatures. Though that probably was influenced by the furry fandom that I draw art within. I do see myself as a young pup, a lycanthrope yea, but a young wolf.
im pretty shy, timid, etc. I can be outgoing, try to make my friends laugh and what-not. But if I really like someone, how they look/smell/feel, i'll be really shy and somewhat afraid. my insecure behavior leads me to feel unworthy of the other, hoping they would make the first move, show me they like me and want to well.. as cliche as it sounds 'carry me into their den, hold me, sniff and lick at my neck adn tell me im a good boy and theirs.
silly romantic thoughts in my head, but still very pleasant to think about.
I'm somewhat intelligent, i'd like to think. I mean I graduated high school , right? hahah; but in all seriousness, I'm not what you'd think to be 'book smart' or 'street smart'. but that doesn't mean i'm a moron. I've got my own share of smarts, i'm just a little lazy when putting them into use so it's all repressed i'd think.
I'm really good at drawing art , mostly furry art. I'm not 'pro' but I do know how to do things. if you want to see waht I draw just ask me, ill show you some art i have on my laptop or on my furry affinity page.
I'm not looking to h--k up with someone who thinks they're a lycan, but is fake and just acting it. I want to know and be with a TRUE alpha werewolf, someone who can be mine only, and i theirs only. I'm planning on getting in shape, so i expect the alpha to be in better shape than I, so he stays the male of the household, etc.
on a less impulsed side of description. I was born by the name of chris. I go by Silver or Fang to some people. I'm spiritual, sometimes id like to think wiccan, but I know very little, and i dont want to learn unless I meet someone who knows their stuff. message to learn more.